well i have not been about due to having a ruff few months and as some of you might know by looking at my face book statusis.

well ths week has been exceptionally bad. and some of it i cant explain on a public forum but heres a snappit.

i have had a violent cough for 3 mths now dispite quiting smoking (stopped on the 11 nov ) its made no difference. the docs have had me on loads of different drugs with no joy. now i am on yet another course of antibiotics and steriods. had bloods taken yesterday and had a chest xray. god i hope they pin piont it soon.

2nd my hubby found out he has skin cancer and was ment to have his op yesterday but due to the weather his sergon is stuck in france. its been resechduled to today yay. lets hope all goes well. he should have 2 of the 3 lumps removed today.


work has been great but hard. trying to keep my mind on the job has been harder more so hiding my personal problems has been difficul at times. I did workit so i wasnt directly working on aircraft but after 3wks people started asking questions. questions i didnt want to answer. not that easy. lol

Well i supose the reason i have writen this is to appologise for my extended absence and explain why. but to also say Thank for those who have been there the last 3mths ( you know who you are) thankyou.
Although things are not so much better there is light at the end of the tunnel.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

minor edit as recommended by a later post...  H21

Jeez Marie and here's me completely oblivious thinking you and hubby were going at it like rabbits trying for another sprog or were just really busy at work

I hope all goes well and that you get better but considering the strain on the medical services out there (looking at the reports there are v busy right now) it might be better you stay behind until a later date.  I know how much we all want to go out there but better to be safe than sorry, its colder there than here right now and that wont do you any good.

Chin up Marie --- hopefully the new year will bring better times, healthwise, for the both of you.

Part of the chest probs could, perversely, be because you gave up the dreaded weed ---- things will be loosening up in the lungs and bronchi and they will be trying to expel a bit of muck collected over the smoking years.

Guffer wrote on 19. Dec 2009 at 10:54:

i wish, hes not been putting out, i get the i am tired or i have a headache!  lol  i dont mind he has been under some serious stress.

trust you to come up with that comment lol made me chuckle thank you!

Thankyou for all you warm wishes and comments guys!

Sorry to hear about your husband, both hope you can both recover and get through this.

Take it easy and best wishes from all of us here to all of you....

Hope you can try and have a happy Christmas



Martyn, Agnieszka, Ayrton and Tommy

Desperate Den wrote on 19. Dec 2009 at 12:57:


Good to see you back again Zulu

just dropped hubby off at the hospital now we wait for the surgens to do there thing.